I've gotten better. Things are going just fine.
I see no need to continue to blog about the nothingness that surrounds me, rather, that surrounds us all.
Maybe I will keep this. Maybe I won't.
Whatever comes of any of this cryptic bullshit is just that: bullshit.
My time has come. I must go.
Goodbye and good luck to all of you, I mean it.
Stay safe. Stay sane.
And above all:

That'sWhatSheWantedToSay. NeverDidFinishTheDamnEntry. Pity. It'sTooLateNow? NotReally,She'llBeBackSoon. ButWillSheStillBeTheSame?

I've been pretty sick lately. Sorry for not updating.
The dreams are back and they are a lot worse, sometimes I can't tell if I am sleeping or not. wereyoudreaming? Idon'tthinkso.
     In one of those dreams I was walking in the park. I threw up blood and there was laughing. I ran away from something--I just can't remember what. But I do remember that it was familiar and it scared me more than anything else. I know that these are just dreams, but it's starting to take a toll on me when I wake up with my heart pounding so hard my whole body shakes.
    And then I went and got sick. It sucks because I have not been able to do anything. Finally got around to checking e-mail and the blog and such. Someone e-mailed me about the small red text on here... I looked through and don't see any red text. So, good prank?

I'll try to get online more often. I hope I get better soon.
~Feeshie

Hope you all stay safe and well this holiday season. =]

about me

I am not sure exactly what to put here..


I'm 20 (rather, soon to be) and have no writing skills whatsoever. (I'm so sorry)
I am an anime lover. And recently came across an awesome online interactive comic type-epic-adventure thing.
I love music. In fact right now I am listening to a fun assortment of tunes. (I can't decide- scissor sisters; NHB- Ice Cream Truck; Turn Me On - Nicky Minaj; and some others.)
My favorite color.. I have a few actually: blue, purple, red, lime green, and black. I can't just pick one. 
I like watching Castle, Red vs Blue, White Collar, the Big Bang Theory, Bleach, Rurouni Kenshin, and some other stuff like that. 
I really have no idea what someone would want to know about me, so feel free to ask. I'll answer or something..


~Feeshie

what to follow

i plan to meet you all really soon.

...

After the things that happened today and watching those videos-
I'm not scared or anything. youshouldbe..
I am still sure that it is one of my friends, but why would they do any of this and how could they manage it?

There were somethings that I cannot explain. My voice was all static, that strange guy, and.. I threw up blood. Not much, but still.

All I am saying is that I think I just need a few days to figure things out. Get my head back from wherever the hell it was today. I need to have a clear head for my final exams that start Monday.  I'll write something on here after my last exam (unless something comes up before then).

~Feeshie

I'll leave you with a picture of what I found on my car tonight. (ARE YOU SAFE?)

another update video thing

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This was shot yesterday.
Friends and their shenanigans.

~Feeshie

another video

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Shot that the day after the first one. I sound so freaking stupid (like always).

I still have to figure out who put that note there. Anyway..

Pay no attention to the idiot behind the camera..please.
~Feeshie