Thursday, December 29, 2011

I've gotten better. Things are going just fine.
I see no need to continue to blog about the nothingness that surrounds me, rather, that surrounds us all.
Maybe I will keep this. Maybe I won't.
Whatever comes of any of this cryptic bullshit is just that: bullshit.
My time has come. I must go.
Goodbye and good luck to all of you, I mean it.
Stay safe. Stay sane.
And above all:

That'sWhatSheWantedToSay. NeverDidFinishTheDamnEntry. Pity. It'sTooLateNow? NotReally,She'llBeBackSoon. ButWillSheStillBeTheSame?

Monday, December 19, 2011

I've been pretty sick lately. Sorry for not updating.
The dreams are back and they are a lot worse, sometimes I can't tell if I am sleeping or not. wereyoudreaming? Idon'tthinkso.
     In one of those dreams I was walking in the park. I threw up blood and there was laughing. I ran away from something--I just can't remember what. But I do remember that it was familiar and it scared me more than anything else. I know that these are just dreams, but it's starting to take a toll on me when I wake up with my heart pounding so hard my whole body shakes.
    And then I went and got sick. It sucks because I have not been able to do anything. Finally got around to checking e-mail and the blog and such. Someone e-mailed me about the small red text on here... I looked through and don't see any red text. So, good prank?

I'll try to get online more often. I hope I get better soon.

Hope you all stay safe and well this holiday season. =]

Wednesday, December 14, 2011

about me

I am not sure exactly what to put here..

I'm 20 (rather, soon to be) and have no writing skills whatsoever. (I'm so sorry)
I am an anime lover. And recently came across an awesome online interactive comic type-epic-adventure thing.
I love music. In fact right now I am listening to a fun assortment of tunes. (I can't decide- scissor sisters; NHB- Ice Cream Truck; Turn Me On - Nicky Minaj; and some others.)
My favorite color.. I have a few actually: blue, purple, red, lime green, and black. I can't just pick one. 
I like watching Castle, Red vs Blue, White Collar, the Big Bang Theory, Bleach, Rurouni Kenshin, and some other stuff like that. 
I really have no idea what someone would want to know about me, so feel free to ask. I'll answer or something..


Saturday, December 10, 2011


After the things that happened today and watching those videos-
I'm not scared or anything. youshouldbe..
I am still sure that it is one of my friends, but why would they do any of this and how could they manage it?

There were somethings that I cannot explain. My voice was all static, that strange guy, and.. I threw up blood. Not much, but still.

All I am saying is that I think I just need a few days to figure things out. Get my head back from wherever the hell it was today. I need to have a clear head for my final exams that start Monday.  I'll write something on here after my last exam (unless something comes up before then).


I'll leave you with a picture of what I found on my car tonight. (ARE YOU SAFE?)

another update video thing

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This was shot yesterday.
Friends and their shenanigans.


another video

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Shot that the day after the first one. I sound so freaking stupid (like always).

I still have to figure out who put that note there. Anyway..

Pay no attention to the idiot behind the camera..please.